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[21 Sep 2005|06:49pm] |
I had lotsa fun last night, at the Wakefield's. Yeah, almost unbelievable. But Jessica and Liz are nice people. And Melissa might get mad at me for this, but it's fun hanging out with Jessica. Maybe, perhaps, we'll get closer in college, who knows? It'll be nice to hang out with a different crowd for a change.
( We're nice people deep inside! )
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[04 Sep 2005|11:11pm] |
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As I was getting ready for school, and as I put on my favorite pastel green sweater and a faded denim, I was thinking "This is it". Yeah, this is it. The last day of school. Graduation day. As excited as I am bout moving on and going to college for a brand new life, I couldn't help but feel...sad..bout leaving.
Many had happened this year. We laughed, we cried, we fought and made up, and we grew stronger than ever as each day passes.
I wish I could record every single moment down so that I would never forget 'em. I wish nothing will ever change. I wish time would stop now. I wish all of us will always stay close. I wish for lots of things. But most of all, I wish we would always be happy. All of us, no matter where we are.
I have faith in all of us. We'll always remember each other. Conner's sarcastic smirk, Andy's contagious laughter and his silly remarks, Melissa's cool confidence, Cherie's great style and bright smile, Gina's assuring grin, and many, many memories in between to be cherished and kept for as long as possible.
Overall, Sweet Valley High has become a home. I met many cool friends and many had happened, some good, some bad but nonetheless memorable. I know I have many to look forward to, we all have. But as I move on, I will always look back.
El Carro High will always have a special place in my heart. But I could make a room for Sweet Valley High. And I had.
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| The Most Important Night of Senior Year and ME, Tia Ramirez is dateless! |
[04 Jul 2005|03:57pm] |
I don't mind being dateless at the prom, I really don't! Or at least I thought so....until now! I am dressing up for prom and I know I look fabulous in my purple lavender dress. But, I couldn't help thinking. What's the point of even going? It's not like I will have anyone to take pictures with, anyone to dance with or even anyone to bring me a nice beautiful corsage! My friends will all be there, yeah. But with their dates! They wouldn't have time for me and I wouldn't want them to feel sorry for me. Ugh this sucks! Suddenly I don't feel like going!
Nah, just joking. Of course I'm going. This night will probably be the last big night we all share, I have to make it as memorable as possible. Besides, I'm all about proving that I can live without a guy in my life! I will be bringing my dad's camera and will be all around taking pictures with and for my friends.
It will be a night to remember! Now let's just hope I at least get asked to dance once! *sigh*
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| Guilt and Loyalty |
[27 Jun 2005|06:55pm] |
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You know, they used to call Melissa "Evil Queen" all the time.
I've never really care or something. I stood by her and we had lotsa fun together. After all, I've known her for many years, ever since 6th grade. No matter what they called her, no matter what she did, I know we'll always be friends.
Well, until recently.
The thing is, I really do want to stand by her. To not care bout what others say bout her and to help her go through all the sh*t. But I couldn't help but feel uneasy around her these days. I seem to see her in this 'evil' light everyone does. I feel bad for Devon and I can't believe that Melissa feels no guilt whatsoever.
All this confusion inside is driving me crazy! I don't know if I should stick to her anymore. And the weird thing is, suddenly I seem to think that maybe Jessica isn't so bad. Don't get me wrong, I still love and cherish the friendship between me, Cherie, Gina and..Melissa. I really do. Otherwise I wouldn't feel so guilty for not totally sincerely backing Melissa up!
But lately, I seem to think that Jessica's not really what Melissa made her out to be!
Heck, I really need to talk to someone soon. But who? Conner and Andy have been rather busy and I can't seem see them around these days! Should I try Gina and Cherie? What if they think I'm a lousy friend? Would they tell Melissa? I don't want to ruin things with Liss.
Damn. What do I do now?
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| For the old times' sake! |
[04 Jun 2005|06:27am] |
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Your Prom Night, a night you'll always remember for the rest of your life! So they said.
I'm excited bout' the prom, really I am (despite the fact that I have no boyfriend to go with and no one had even ask me to be his date yet)! It'll be a night of fun with all your closest friends, we'll be dancing and laughing and having a great time the whole night through.
I can already imagine Andy impersonating the hip hop moves he saw from MTV and I can imagine Conner smirking at him and asking him to cut out the embarrassing 'stunts'.
I see myself laughing at both of them and then pulling Conner and Andy right to the dance floor for a slow dance, yes, the 3 of us together.
And then me and the rest of the El Carro girls (I'm not discriminating against the SVH girls, but it's a dance for the old times sake!) dancing crazily to our song "Hit me baby one more time"! Yes i know it's a lame song to dance to and I'd probably cringe in embarrassment when I'm 25, rich, famous and glamorous years later. But that's the song that we used to dance to when we're in Junior High. I remember all the slumber parties we had back then where we would play this song for hours, and we'd just dance and sing out loud to it (till Melissa's mom had to knock on the door and ask us to stop making so much noise!). Aah, how i miss those days. Me and Cherie aren't exactly on talking terms now but I do miss her despite all the dramas between me and her earlier this year.
Oh wait! I know! A slumber party! We should have one last slumber party for the ol' times sake! Yes, it's super brilliant! Oh my God, I'm such a genius sometimes I even amaze myself! *grin* Hey- I gotta go now, I can't wait to call up Gina or Melissa and tell 'em bout it! ;) I bet they'd be psyched! *grin*
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[03 Jun 2005|12:26pm] |
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Senior Year is coming to an end. Can you believe how fast time passes by?
While I'm really excited to be starting at SVU, you know all the "new school, new life, new love" cliche, I still can't help but feel a little sad that it's all coming to an end!
We have all gone through many stuff this year and we became closer, even with all the SVH students. Now that it's all gonna end, we'll probably be separated and everyone will go to different places with different dreams ahead of 'em. We might never have the chance to see each other anymore and I can't believe I'm siting here, writing all these! I'm supposed to be out there and make use of all the time we have left and hopefully all the memories will be enough to bring us all together again, someday!
Wow. That's SO cheesy! Can you believe it's me who wrote that?? Well, I guess I AM a little of drama queen sometimes but in no way will I ever admit that in front of Conner and Andy! I'll never give them both that kind of satisfaction! *grin*
But yeah, I'm outta here! It's time for some serious hangouts with the rest, and you know what that means! FUN! ;)
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